what's new?

Nothing, actually. Well, mungkin ada baju baru sepasang dua sbb my cousin's wedding this weekend.



Extended Family.

The conflict - i guess the quote "PEOPLE DO CHANGE" is truly true. So much true. Akulah yang berubahnya tu.

Aku memulakan perjalanan ke dunia dewasa dengan penuh kejutan. I'm learning in a hard way and i'm still coping with it. Hypocrisy is the best thing i learnt. Faking. Pretending. Smiling with the broken heart.

Tapi marilah kita tak bercakap lagi tentang ini. Stresssssssss!!!!!!!



Nuclear Family.

Silent is the best.



Friends.

Adalah senyap sedikit sbb... tak taulah... mungkin masing2 busy, or aku sendiri yg menyenyapkan diri seketika.. huhu.... Jarang contact2 Ana & Ajak. Baru sekali jumpa Sarah, tu pun tak dapat pegang baby chumelll itu. Ajak dah pindah rumah, tapi tak sempat lagi nak gi melawat. Tet walaupun duduk dekat tapi jarang dpt kuar sama. Plan nak tgk Eclipse sama2..

Aku tak post pun entry wedding Ajak.

Juga kelahiran Sarah

Ala.....



Career

Tengah di canang-canangkan akan ada re-org. Mula2 kata bulan 6, pastu 8, adakata bulan 9 pulak. Tunggu je lah mana diorang nak letak aku. Ingat nak pindah Cyberjaya juga, tapi banyak yg perlu difkirkan.. Juga sedang verangan tahap langit ketujuh utk sambung master...



Diri sendiri.

Hormon stress mencanak-canak naik takmo turun sejak dari awal tahun.. adess... Banyak problem peribadi.... Aku jadi cepat marah, rasa asyik nak mengamuk, sangat defensive, sangat berkira, asyik blame semua orang.. isk.. pms sepanjang tahun ke ni?? Pergi bercuti ke beberapa tempat, bila balik lebih kurang sama je... mungkin aku patut pegi sorang2 kot???


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