..EMBRACE the JOURNEY..

Skang aku kat umah dan jam kat notebook ni kata kul 7.35 am. Kul 2.30 petang kang aku ada test 3 jam kat KL. Tak sempat la aku nak buat entri lately. Last week, hari jumaat gak, aku gi Bangi + LCCT, hantar mak, makcik2 n pakcik2 gi Sulawesi, untuk wedding pakcik aku yg aku cakap dulu. Pasal tu pun aku tak sempat nak upload lagi. Aduhai. Ku rindukan masa senggangku.

Tukar template lagik. Sebab yg lama.. berzaman aku tunggu page tu nak appear. Kalo esok2 yang ni pun lama gak, aku kena design sendirik la kan template lain. Tak yah aku kongsi gambar kat photobucket tu. Wah! macam terer!

Bos aku, suka main pop-quiz. Haritu, tetiba dia tanya soalan yg aku jawab betul-betul ikut dalam buku. Turned out salah sebab dia ikut jawapan dalam kepala dia. Pastu dia beritau sumer orang aku jawab soklan salah. Aku punya geram la hai…Next meeting aku bawak buku tu gi meeting n tunjuk depan dia. Wah. Berpantang menyerah sebelum kalah la kan. Pagi tadi, tetiba dia kol dan kata.. 'Saya ada soalan nih' Aku punya cuak.. trauma dulu tak habis lagi. Sempat lagi aku berkata dalam hati.. nasib baik kat telefon, kira boleh la kan aku dah geledah buku ker, nak meng gugel ke.. Siap duduk depan kak Sham untuk bantuan talian hayat. Giler gabra. Sebenanya senang je, aku yang over. Hai.. kot tiap2 hari dia ada pop-quiz, boleh kena heart attack aku nih..

Aku kesian jugak dekat Siti. But it was her choice anyway. She should know the consequences of marrying orang tu . You can’t really stop people from talking, because digging for the truth is a must. I used to be rumors-nonbeliever, tapi sejak media conference yg announce tarikh nikah dia, mengesahkan everything that she denied for ages, I knew I should start put a faith in reporters. They don’t put stories costing their job for nothing….

Ni ko kata senang Tet - boleh taip pakai kaki? Lama aku pikir tau! 1. Senaraikan 5 perkara tentang org yang tag kamu; a rr.. err... arr.. err... pasal Cik Lydia nih? Dia nampak macho, tapi dialah ratu airmata. Cedric Diggory mati kat dlm novel Harry Potter dia boleh nangis! Dia mempunyai imaginasi yg tinggi - suka reka2 cerita pendek yg sweet - dan daya imaginasi itu sgt m'bantu bila melibatkan projek/robot dalam lukisan 3D. Kat hostel dulu malam2 dia ske makan biskut tiger rembat Fizah punya celup dlm nescafe. Nyum nyum.. sedapnya. Dia + Ana + Ajak = Kalo jumpa keje gelakkan worang buat lawak ajer. Wakakaka.. Dia sebenarnya berjiwa romantik. Erk. Larik!!!! 2. Tuliskan novel kegemaran kamu; Tanya aku? bia betul? tanya aku yg hantu novel nih? Ala... banyak la. Banyak yg aku consider sebagai 'kegemaran' - mengambil kira kekerapan aku membaca berulang kali. Nantilah~~ aku buat kat entri lain. 3. Listkan 5 benda yang kamu sayang; 'Benda'? Beg aku yg ada mcm2 khazanah...

Aku kan, kalo kena gi KL.. seboleh-bolehnya aku nak jumpa sumer orang. Lantakla kan diorang nak jumpa aku ke tak.. huhu... . Nak spend masa ngan family n kawan2 macam la aku tak dapat jumpa lagi dah sampai raya nanti. Mestilah kan. Kita kena bijak merebut peluang. Sudahnya, dua kali aku sesat2 - satu masa tengah follow Ida n satu masa nak balik Johor - end up aku kena bayar extra tol 1.8 + 1.8 + 1.6 + 1.6 = 6.80 dan minyak setengah tangki. Menci la aku ngan jalan KL. ( jalan Johor pun bukannya aku pass sangat ) So, aku gerak kul 8.30 pg memandangkan meeting kul 2.30 ptg. Sampai kul 12.30. Sebelum meeting, sempat la aku lunch ngan cek mek-cek mek nih. Aku tak mention apa2 kat Ajak aku nak dtg sana - on the way g sana baru gtau. Tu pun sebab aku nak tau keluar exit mana yg senang terus sampai PJ. Kot tak kunun nak buat suprise.. heh.. Kebetulan Ana nak amik phone dia yg t'tinggal kat umah dan dipungut oleh Ajak, jadi kami lunch sama2 kat the Garden. Girls talk. Susah hatinya badan na...

Birthday si twin ini lah. Dah setahun rupanya, kejap je masa berlalu. Rasanya baru je aku buat entri masa diorang lahir aritu. Sekarang masing2 dah seploh kilo, gigi ada lapan batang, dan dah jalan2 terkedek-kedek. Lagi sebulan birthday si awek2 ammars. Dan tahun2 depan setiap kali ada birthday parties, aku akan buat entri birthday. Wah! banyak tu. Takpelah kan. Diari aku. Owh. Dan mungkin aku menukar blog template nih. Lambat pulak dia nak kuar. Berzaman aku tunggu. Ammars and bonda~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ Donations to Palestinians: Tabung NSTP untuk Gaza at Maybank account # 514105-320501 Cheques payable to MERCY MALAYSIA. CIMB account number: 1424-000-6561053. For more information, please contact 03-2273 3999.

Palestinian men bury the body of 4-year-old Lama Hamdan at Beit Hanoun cemetery in the northern Gaza Strip December 30, 2008. Lama and her sister were reportedly riding a donkey cart Tuesday near a rocket-launching site that was targeted by Israel. - MOHAMMED SALEM/Reuters (email originally sent by siraj_md20@yahoo.co.in Their homes were crushed and smashed into small parts, their bodies were shattered into pieces, and the land was brutally raped ( dari dulu, in fact. 60++ years ago ) - while I was busy with my 2009 resolutions. Oh Tuhan. I felt insignificant – nothing I could do to stop the horror and heartless war other than du'a. I just hope I can stop it drastically and immediately, more than giving cheque to the wounded kids. What can I do? What can people do? Persidangan – demonstrasi – donation – ceramah – boikot produk - tunjuk perasaan. Those are what we did – stating the harmless objection towards the culprit – berharap bahawa bantahan beramai ramai dari seluruh dunia aka...

Sound straight from the twilight Has me up all night I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you. [Chorus]All my sorrows flew away Hush, keep quiet, hear me say I don't ever want you to go Please stay With the moonlight dancing free And there's no one but you and me There's no reason to go astray Please stay. Making up a story It's the way you're looking at me If you think that this is funny, it's just you. Try and think about it, If you're heart is closed don't lock it, Keep your keys back in your pocket, Think this through. [Chorus] Please stay with me Just stay with me and I will take you to Foreverland Just stay

Malam tadi aku kuar ronggeng-ronggeng makan-makan kat Danga Bay. Lagik. I try to get a life here, people. Ya ya. Defensive as if i need that . Tengahari semalam lunch ngan Jue dan tetiba timbul idea nak dinner gether2 skali ngan Ryn. She's free - so kitorang gi sana lepas maghrib. Lama giler tak duduk sama2 makan2 n chatting for hours. Happy chatters n gossipers. Ryn - Jue - Aku la tuh. My high schools sweet girlfriends, picture taken on 2000. Muka innocent giler . dan oh! kurusnya-aku-ketika-itu. Antara kami bertujuh, tinggal kitorang bertiga jer yang tak terikat lagi. Nak lepak2 kaluu, muka2 ni je la yang available sentiasa. Kitorang bertiga jugakla yang kembali semula ke Johor – walaupun dulu belajar bersepah2 luar Johor - aku kat KL, Jue kat Segamat/Shah Alam, Ryn kat Kedah. La ni Nor kat KL, Along kat Perlis, Nyet kat Putrajaya n Dila – lost contact. So sad. I was a bit frustrated to learn how much I had missed. We were always in contact, of course, but only in surface. In c...

Insyirah Batrisyah Our extended family has been blessed with this little yet precious gift. May Allah always have her in His guidance, bestow her with happiness and all kindness could bring. May the sorrow and pains only come for benefit; lead in good way to give her strengths and respects. And to my silent readers - few of my family members, welcome to my home =) Habeh la aku kena control dah. These pictures were taken last Friday. Sarah + Khayra. Dah tumbuh gigi, baru nak belajar jalan. Kami masa majlis Aqiqah Insyirah Gambar ni khas untuk Ana~~ untuk pengetahuan hang, mak buyung ni pemaleh. Nak baring jer, tanak lari2 dah. Currently I am working on another hantaran. Wah! Bersambung-sambung buat hantaran. Tapi kali ni tak banyak – 5 jer. And they’ll fly to Indonesia, for my pretty, kind and angle-hearted auntie, our recently-joined member in the family. We try to make them as simple as possible, feathery and less bulk for having them in flight. Tapik tak tau lah kan. Makcik-makcik a...

Hari ni ada Mak Ugak, Upa, the twins n the whole family back home. Diorang balik semalam, since semalam kan cuti kat Selangor n kawasan2 yang sewaktu dengannya. Jeles aku. And they took leaves today. Seronok nak balik awal hari ni. Selalu aku kuar office hari dah gelap as I've always had my maghrib prayer at office, because i don't have any necessity – no kids, no masak memasak, no traffic jam – there’s no point to be home early at seven. There. So u know it’s not that ‘banyak giler keje balik malam’. Sort of la – banyak jugekk, but I managed to finish them in assistance of that lebihmasa. Ingat tak Kak Yus? She has new born baby – a princess. Insyirah Batrisyah. Ingat kat anak sedara Ajak, Batrisya jugak nama dia . Esok kenduri aqiqah dia – will update u soon. Bye! Hari ni kan nak balik awal!

2 entries in one day AND I do the blogging in the office! I could say all the bosses are taking their leaves – having things to settle as their kids schooling in the next few days, and Johorean have to work today, but honestly I just don’t have my sparkling thought to kick my mood up high. Nak balik rumah!! Waaa!! Today is Foofie’s 1 year old birthday - (counted from the first day I put the key to the ignition). And this is the figure for Foofie’s overall mileage (taken on 26 Dec – masa tengah jalan2 dengan Ana kat Kukup, sebelum sampai Muzium Bugis) 40,000. It should’ve been two years before I do the 40,000 km service. He’s having his hard times with me. Kesian dia~~ Takpe lah kan. As long as I love Foofie so much and took a good care of him, he will be my loyal servant. The special price of servicing I had when I bought Foofie ended at 40,000km, so I need to find alternatives – mati la aku nak hantar service kat Perodua - mahai giler! * I gendered Foofie as a male, because of the nam...

I could have - should have – more wishes n aims, since I felt the eagerness new spirit coming as the last figure of four digits of years has changed, both in Masihi n Hijrah ( Interesting, it’s only 3 days apart ) Don’t know how far it’ll go, or how much it’ll get done, but still, the hopes are there. We live because of the hopes, aren’t we? Anyways, I’ll keep the hopes, wishes and aims of this year to myself. To be placed here publicly, I will say something related to this blog – hmm.. well, I wish I could be more sincere – to say out loud the feeling inside, the thought I have, regardless the possibility of hurting someone else n not realizing it, not that I’m intend to. It’s not that I’m insincere or being hypocrite all this while, it’s just.. well.. I guess I’ve been hiding it.. Macamlah aku nak citer sumer feeling inside kan.. takde maknanya.. After all, this is my public diary, I mean.. PUBLIC. The initial and main purpose of having this blog, of course la to have my friends – my...